last night i had a nightmare that i killed myself.
my bf and i were at a party and he started drinking (we both told each other we would quit.). i got mad and we got into an arguement. i told him i was gunna get drunk then called an ex of mine who some how showed up at the party and told me he loved me.. n i was like uh huh whatever. then i leave and call a gf of mine for alchy. she gives it to me, i get drunk. it was sparks. then i go home and i take all my xanax and chase it with more sparks... then i fall asleep..
then i had another alternate ending.. everything was the same except after the fight i got into the car and started driving and i crashed into a tree... and then i had another ending where i crashed off an overpass..
then another one is i get in my car, go home, get the xanax (i guess im already drunk) i take the xanax and park my car in a park parking lot. i fall asleep and the park ranger finds me dead..
then there was ANOTHER ending, where i went to go to apologize to him after going home and getting drunk and i see him kissing a grl while she is straddling him, i go up to him, whisper in his ear that i love him and that i was faithful, then i drive away, go home, take the xanax and fall asleep
then i had the alternate endings AGAIN..
and now xanax sounds like a REALLY REALLY good idea. xx
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